I'm so tired of being here. Suppressed by all my childish fears. And if you have to leave. I wish that you would just leave. 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone…. I've tried so hard to tell my self that you're gone…. etc etc

It's one of my fave song of Evanessence.It's begin from when i was request to Linda's show LBOTH few days ago. This song reminds me of him and him. My ex bf and my ex viancie. if only God will allow me to make a wish for my soulmate, i will say it louder that i want someone which mixed of Daniel and Sakti. It will be great i think.  

Sampai saat ini mereka ber2 bahkan mantan tunanganku yg terkahir yg sangat membawa pengaruh yg besar buat hidupku. Tanpa aku sadari dia selalu menjadi patokan untukku dalam mencari seseorang yg baru yg akan hadir dalam hidupku nanti. Kalo aku boleh bilang, Sakti memang hebat. Dia begitu merasuk dan sangat mempengaruhi hidupku. Setiap saat aku dekat dgn seseorang tp dia tidak sesuai dgn kriterianya,tanpa alasan aku bisa membuat keputusan sepihak dan menyudahi semuanya.